I was done with women in general. I was just done with them. And I wasn't sure if it was an interesting story. I wasn't sure if people would be into it. Why did you got a companion doll and did not look for a human girlfriend? So that's the topic of today's blog, so let's dive right into it. A common misconception I think about doll owners is that people mostly assume that we cannot have human relationships, that we are not capable of communication, that there is something wrong with us. So we turn to those. In other cases, mostly women are stating this topic, I have to be honest about that. And that is that they are saying, oh, you want a perfect girl. You know, that's not possible in the human realm. So that must be why you turn to adult, because you know, they look perfect. You can create them in any way, shape or form that you want them to be. You can create your perfect girl

And of course that might be true, but it's not the case for all of us. Now, for me, I have been in human relationships before. You know, I can dive into those relationships and tell you all about it and maybe it's going to be a topic for another day, but this blogs is not about that. But let's just say, long story short, the relationships that I have been in were not that great. Might even say toxic to some freaking extent. It took me a long time to recover from my previous relationship. And when I finally recovered from that, I was done with women in general. I was just done with them. I didn't want a human relationship. I was not looking for a human relationship. The people mostly that I come across in life are not my cup of tea. I am not good with people. I cannot with people. I have high standards, I know that. And because of those high standards, I thought it was so unlikely for me to find somebody who matches with me that I just showed the possibility of that away. And another thing that I find very annoying actually with human women is that it turns out that a lot of them are very materialistic. If you're not this materialistic person, you're not interesting to some people.

The thing that I just don't understand, because you cannot walk and conscience your whole life. That relationship was years ago. It also took me years and years to recover and actually come back from that relationship. And it was not so much about the recovery from that relationship, but the whole vibe. Everything surrounded with that the way I have been treated. And when I finally recovered, I was done with human women. That was just a thing that I said out loud. And I decided not to look for love because I don't believe that you can actually look for love and then find love. It's also the thing why I don't personally believe in dating sites. I know that a lot of people have great experience with dating sites. For me, it's just weird actually.

But coming back to the topic of this blogs, then one day I watched a documentary about a sexual brothel. I think I've told this story in the first video though, and it got me intrigued enough to do some research on the topic and basically came to the understanding that there is much more to these Mini Sex Doll than people actually assume. I was like, why not? Why not just give it a try? I mean, I got a lot of love to give. There is love I want to give. I just didn't want to give it to a human at that time. Now again, I am very picky, I'm not very social, I have high standards. And aside of that, I also went into a transitioning. And because of that transitioning, I assumed that let's just say that I missed a perfect girl. She's not going to be into me because I transitioned. Because when I did pull the trigger and Aisha finally arrived and we have been into this lifestyle for a couple of months, I actually met a girl online and I'm still with that girl to this day. And I think it's almost a year or by the time this blog is about to release, it is a year. So that is great. Congrats to that because I know you're watching. So for me, that was the reason why I got Aisha purely and mainly for the companionship, just to have that interaction. Companion, though, is the right choice. It's the right decision to make. And I still stand behind that decision until this day. And I'm just glad that I found somebody who is very accepting about the situation that I was in and just is not so judgmental.

Oh, you own a sex doll. Well, by then I understand why people have the fear to tell people I own a doll because it is associated with only sex. And then of course, some people buy the dolls only mainly for that reason. And then along the way, they develop actually like a connection with the cheap sex dolls. I mean, those stories are out there too, but the fact of the matter is that communication is key. If you don't talk to people, if you don't interact with them, if you don't question why they made certain decisions and you don't give them the opportunity to explain themselves, then how would they know why the heck you brought the doll?